So I was de-stress-ing by browsing through grad school websites and stupid me decided to go and see how much attending these schools cost.

I now regret doing that as I realize there is no way I could attend those schools without a decent scholarship and massive tuition waivers. Or I could and be forever in debt to my parents.

One month away from the start of my elective period and my two proposals are still undergoing review. It's a good thing I can do one of the projects without ethics approval. I hope I'm not biting off more than I can chew. Aside from passing the review, there is a daunting task of collecting data from around 300 charts.

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Plans don't always push through especially if it is highly dependent on the participation of other people. I don't know why this certain plan not pushing through put me in such a bad mood. And I'm reminded once again that this shouldn't be too hard nor should it affect me this much. Stupid brain.