Xmas - Birthday - Graduation wish list

Canon 50mm 1.8 lens - actually, bibilhin ko iyan pag nakaipon na ako. balik 0 ang savings ko
actually.

Canon 28-105mm 3.5-4.5 lens - hmmm... graduation gift from ninang? *evilness*

Flash Unit - kahit ano, hindi ako mapili. basta ung tatagal ng 5 years

Trabaho - ung part-time lang. kulang ang kita ko sa current "job" ko. tutor anyone?

Sci-Fi books ni Philip K Dick at Ursula LeGuinn

Sandman Graphic Novels ni Neil Gaiman - masyado siyang mahal para bilhin. Nakakapanghinayang dahil hindi naman ginto ang papel nito kahit gaano pa kaganda

Albums: Radioactive Gulaman, Space(Mishka Adams), Back to Black(Amy Winehouse)

Philippine Speculative Fiction Anthologies

Trip to Europe - hindi natuloy kasi ayaw ako payagan mag-isa at masyadong mahal kapag buong pamilya

1-2 years break before going to med school - parang masaya maging PHM

Fling - joke lang!

Caps - pref. ung sports cap in neutral or dark colors at adjustable ung size

Tennis shoes! - nagsisimula na naman sumuko ang mga sapotos ko. ang hirap maghanap ng matinong tennis shoes ah! puro reebok tuloy ang brand ng sapatos ko.

Tennis string - ang panget na ng tunog ng sweet spot ng raketa ko. samahan na rin ng bagong racquet kung mabait ang magbibigay. gawin na ring wilson dahil sobrang bait na naman niya.

Black and white... hm... interesting...

the hospital and university not the monument...

Canon 50 mm 1.8
Henry's - 4.9K (at least that's what the lady told me)
D Zone SM North - 4.5K

no stocks until January. Crud...

at walang CB 2LW chargers sa Hidalgo. Mayroon lang sila universal chargers na worth 1.25K. Kung ikukumpara mo naman sa CameraHaus price na 3K dun na lang sa Hidalgo kahit hindi siya Canon. Matanong nga ang nanay ng aking kaibigan.

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I need a job. I could be a HS tutor for Chemistry, Algebra and basic Geometry and Biology.

I got my driver's license renewed. Maybe I'll try driving on Christams...

Some more pictures. These are some of the good ones I managed to upload before my camera fainted from exhaustion.

slightly crooked "cross-processed" photoshopped photo


for the requisite Oblation photos


should be rotated but it's fine the way it is right now.


good thing I didn't delete this even though it is a bit soft



reg you're the best!

No watermark yet, as I'm using my PC to edit still I'd appreciate it if nobody steals these(assuming they're good enough). And the subtitles are not coming out right... hm...

just a teaser...

stars


Happy Holidays Everybody!

Collected data.
Walked around the Oval alone.
Met with high school friends and acquaintances.
Walked roughly around the same distance of the Oval, again.
Took pictures(mostly crappy ones) of the Lantern parade while standing on a precarious position.
The era of the SLR is really coming.
Noted how surreal the order of the parade is. Activists then Military group. Christian group then LGBT group.
Become amazed with the Fine Arts floats.
Went to the Ampitheatre and waited for the parade to end.
Moved to another location and watched the fireworks display.
Wow!
Went to SM, bought dinner and went home.
Sleep all day. Drat! my thesis!

Pictures soon... will be really late as I lost my battery charger.

Batch Christmas party last night.

I am so tired but I still have special studies and the UP Lantern Parade in the aftertnoon.

I recieved a limited edition of Bipolar, Up Dharma Down's 2nd album... the perks of being friends with the sister of UDD's guitar player. Happy happy

But this morning, sad sad. I lost the battery charger of my camera. It costs 2K, low right but I have no more money. I hope I just left it in my friend's condo unit. I don't think I dropped it in Pedro Gil.

Christmas break has started...

in my mind at least. I still have 5 days with classes and two weeks for data collection but I have no more exams so I can let my mind wander and think about non-academic stuff.

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I saw 100 and Dose a while ago. Good-bye 300 bucks! 100 is really good, Dose nyeee... whatever.

I found myself watching Dose with a lot of homosexual men. Why? I could think of a number of reasons, some not quite moral(no, it's not the homosexuality. oh please!). Anyway, I was ID'd by the security guard/ticket person(I had no problem buying the ticket). I was hoping for it. I want to affirm that I still look below 18. *evil laugh*

I hope Imburnal will be screened at a more accessible time slot next week(the poster said the screening of the Cinema One Originals will be up to the 16th).

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I'm excited to take pictures of the Lantern Parade in Diliman. I just don't know if my lens can handle the low light conditions. I fear that I must choose between blurry-hippy pictures and too dark pictures. Hopefully I won't be forced to use ISO 1600 since the pictures turn out so noisy.

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One of our classrooms caught fire last Friday(no pictures, wasn't there when the fire happened). At least the neighboring auditorium wasn't affected and no one was hurt. It's still sad though.

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I need to talk to one of my former professors(though he's really not a proffesor yet) for my med school application. And to my undergraduate advisor. Yes, application. Only one. Oo na! Mayabang na ako!

Christmas break has started...

in my mind at least. I still have 5 days with classes and two weeks for data collection but I have no more exams so I can let my mind wander and think about non-academic stuff.

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I saw 100 and Dose a while ago. Good-bye 300 bucks! 100 is really good, Dose nyeee... whatever.

I found myself watching Dose with a lot of homosexual men. Why? I could think of a number of reasons, some not so moral. Anyway, I was ID'd by the security guard/ticket person(I had no problem buying the ticket). I was hoping for it. I want to affirm that I still look below 18. *evil laugh*

I hope Imburnal will be screened at a more accessible time slot next week(the poster said the screening of the Cinema One Originals will be up to the 16th).

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I'm excited to take pictures of the Lantern Parade in Diliman. I just don't know if my lens can handle the low light conditions. I fear that I must choose between blurry-hippy pictures and too dark pictures. Hopefully I won't be forced to use ISO 1600 since the pictures turn out so noisy.

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One of our classrooms caught fire last Friday(no pictures, wasn't there when the fire happened). At least the neighboring auditorium wasn't affected and no one was hurt. It's still sad though.

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I need to talk to one of my former professors(though he's really not a proffesor yet) for my med school application. And to my undergraduate advisor. Yes, application. Only one. Oo na! Mayabang na ako!

I'm getting more annoying lately. Hmmm... I should stop making such snarky comments.

Again, people are asking about my love life. People, Stop. If I am with someone, I'll announce it to the world. Just wait and be prepared. Okay?

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I watched Hairspray while instead of studying. Good for me.

Ok. So an alleged someone seems to have a crush on me. Really, she should stop and face reality. I have no feelings for her and won't develop any romantic inclinations towards her no matter how hard she tries to force dates on me. At first I was humoring her but her constant advances are becoming annoying. I value her friendship and seems to be smart and have a practical way of looking at life(which I like). I think a confrontation is in order. Better hurt her now. Of course, there is still that possibility that my sources are wrong but I can't afford a P-C situation.

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Ew... love stuff.


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Ang walang hiya ko talaga. Sa mga ka-batch kong nagbabasa ng blog na ito, help me!

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I had a few of my pictures printed. I love it! The printing shop managed to get the colors correct. This means all my fiddling around can be translated into a tangible form.

I did noticed that many of my pictures are not as sharp as I'd like. I wonder what the problem is... it could be a weakness of the kit lens or my poor focusing skills but I did notice that even those shot in autofocus as still a bit soft. Fortunately, the Canon software is able to increase the sharpness of those shots.

So I woke up and discovered I can't walk without terrible pain. The bad news is I slept in my grandfather's clinic(I accompany him during weekend nights) and I have to walk home. The good news is my grandfather's a doctor and it is a clinic so I got meds for the pain. I'm sure using steroids for inflammation is overkill but I don't have any NSAIDs, it worked anyway because I can now walk. I doubt that the pain would disappear by Tuesday and this would be a good reason to get out of that performance I really do not want to do. *evil grin*

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About the debate for January, we finally got our groupings. I ended up in the negative side. Crud. The argument is on the beneficence of transgenic plants to human beings. Focusing on the ethics surrounding it.

Great! I support biotech and all those cool stuff but now I have to argue against it. I must resist the urge to use the argument, transgenic = artificial = bad. Ugh...

Must look on the positive side. This would be a really good opportunity to learn about the two sides of the transgenic organism issue. Though I doubt that I'd find compelling evidence that would say that transgenic plants would be or are harmful to man.

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We're really having nice weather. Perfect for data collection. Slightly sunny to cloudy. No to very insignificant rain(the amount where you don't need an umbrella). Wish this will continue over the next weeks. I'm still not sure if its already the cold dry season or the end of the hot rainy season. Must be the CC and GW.

Next week will be the last week of data collection, for the 1st batch at least. We do need 1-2 days of collection to replace those who have declined. I'm so tired and the tendon near my foot hurts so much. Wish I remember my anatomy so I could google a possible solution.

Start na pala ng 2nd sem... hahahaha!

Magkakaroon kami ng debate sa isa naming subject. Ang kulet talaga ng PH; ipinipilit lahat ng kailangang matutunan para sa tunay na mundo. Tutal, group naman ang activity at ang mas maganda, walang i-de-declare na winner. Kasi naman parang ang kawawa ng magiging mga negative kasi ang mga topics ay etikal naman talaga. Kailangan lang namin mamulat sa iba't-ibang bagay na tungkol sa mga topics. At delikado rin ang negative kasi may tendency na makagawa ng Naturalistic fallacy sa pagtatanggol ng kanilang claims. Pero exciting. Sa wakas magagamit ko na rin ang aking blog surfing skills at experiences.

I walked around a certain area of Manila yesterday. It was a good thing that Mr. sun is behind thick clouds because I walked and walked and walked. Surprisingly, I didn't become tired. More surprisingly, I only got lost once. Stupid me forgot that the street I was looking for has an alternative name. Good thing I have my handy dandy map with me. I looked like a tourist(promdi more likely) but fortunately, I wasn't robbed or anything. Guess it was too early for the evil people to roam the streets and it's not like I was in Tondo or any place in Kalookan(hah! I live in this city!).

I dropped by Quiapo and finally bought a UV filter for the kit lens. I didn't see Henry's again. I feared for my life so I quickly made my purchases. Yes, I'm a total Hidalgo noob. Next time I'm bringing somebody along to use as a meat shield.

It's supposed to be the first day of classes but I don't have classes today because well, I don't. I also do not have classes on Fridays and half of Wednesdays and Thursdays. This is the only other thing I love about second sem(the other is the fact that I'm graduating after this sem).

Saw a post about how a certain pro(or semi-pro) blogger hating on blogger/blogspot. Hmp! Sorry if I'm such a poor person who really wants to fiddle around with html, css and some other languages.

Nov 4. Time for the US election. Obama will probably win. I'm leaning towards Democrats because the Republican candidate(s) usually have anti-Science plans, proposals and policies. And the religious right seem to have a great hold on their Republican candidates that issues about equality(LGBT rights, women's rights, healthcare rights and, ironically, worship rights) are not being resolved.

In other news, I'm registered for my final semester at the CPH... until I return to take graduate studies at least. And the thesis is killing me. I have to go to Bacoor, Cavite tomorrow to attend the training on water refilling stations. And, based on my calculations, we are going to spend all our free days of November for data collection except Sundays. And I still have dance practice.

Speaking of dancing, I still haven't confirmed whether we are going to perform on Saturday for this seemingly big event. I hate being the communications guy.

I'm wearing jammies right now. I only wear them when I'm sick and I assure you I'm not. They're really comfy but it's too warm to be wearing them.

Yey vacation! Although I have that nagging feeling about our proposal... = (

Just pictures today. All are edited(curves maaaan...)

Ugh... my watermark is so ugly. I got to create a cool one.

Finally finished pre-testing our collection tool! And with the use of the City Health Office endorsement, we got a 100% response rate.

Yay us!

And with that my sembreak officially starts TONIGHT and ends on Sunday. I finally get the chance to raise my feet and relax.

We're going to Bulacan tomorrow and I'll probably end up sleeping all day. But I hope I'll get the chance to take pictures(hopefully, the weather will cooperate).

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Playing around with royalty free textures from sxc. I think it looks too sad and contrasts with how I'm really feeling. Yayness...

 

I haven't shot a bunch of pictures in days. I miss editing pictures. *sigh* When will this thesis end?

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That's my sax! I haven't played it for a long while. Usually when I feel the urge to play something occurs that forces me to not play. Sometimes it is the lack of the reed. Sometimes I feel sick(It's icky to play with a cold because you just know that you are creating a wonderful place for you virus to "live" in).

Speaking of reeds, I seem to have experienced all the bad stuff that could happen to them. Chewed. Bitten. Dropped. Accidentally chipped. Fungal growth. The fungi really creeps me out(even though I already took 3 microbiology classes).

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I'm re-reading Dune again. I really need to buy new novels. And I lost my glasses; need to get a new pair. At least my parents are funding this new one.

I'm still alive and happy.

Our proposal presentation went well. No major issues arose during the open forum; in my view at least. Just many many revisions in the data collection tool and I really liked that.

During the small group discussion that followed, many issues poured forth. The issues weren't really surprising ones as we already anticipated them and made back-up plans instead they were brought up.

Big changes in the sample size and study population and some re-arranging and revising of the tool is all that we need to do. And we need to write down our operational definitions of study variables. Fortunately, we already made operational definitions, we just didn't write them down.

Tomorrow is proposal presentation day.

I just found a glaring error in our methodology chapter. Instead of saying we would be asking them to perform a demonstration, we wrote that we would be asking them questions. This is inconsistent with the data collection tool that we'd be using. I just have to ask my group mates to explain it during the presentation proper to avoid long discussions during the open forum.

Crap. And I still have to worry about explaining to the committee regarding the probability of making our study analytic in nature.

Good news: Tomorrow Up Dharma Down will be releasing their sophomore album.

Bad news: The launch is in Taguig and I can't go. Sadness...

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Yes, it's brown and orange. I feel that purple is too happy for this blog, not that this isn't a happy blog.

2nd draft and counting...

I'm really excited about going around Manila. Collecting data. Commuting.

Getting burned under the sun or wet under the rain or just plain dirty under the not-so-blue sky of Manila.

I even got a map!

But seriously, we have 36 days(12 whole days and 24 half days) to collect data and I am not sure if we're going to finish on time.

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New template. Still temporary. Goodbye yellow dude in uniform! But the black-white-green remains. I'll clean up once I have some free time. Most of the features are built-in features(so much for designing a blog) but we still have much freedom over the final template. And I like it because now I don't have to fiddle too much with that dreaded "position" tag. I just have to brush up on html, css and learn some xml(since blogger is using it).

Hanging out with classmates outside your special studies group is really great. Because of one group, I learned about the amazing Google docs and Zotero.

Google docs allow me and other people to work on the same document at the same time. It can even be used as an online messenger. I really love it. The only downside is you have to be online to use it and the laptop I use at school seem to have issues with connecting to public WiFi.

Zotero is a cataloging tool. It makes researcher lives so much easier. It allows a researcher to create "bookmarks" of papers he read and at the same time creates the proper citation entry for it. It even comes with the option to change the format of citation which is really handy considering there are tons of formats out there. The only issue I have with it is it doesn't work with Opera, the browser in the laptop I use. And you can't transfer information from one computer to another because it is attached to the browser installed in the computer.

Unfortunately, I learned of these tools AFTER we finished writing the first draft of our proposal including the reference. But, I still transferred our docs to google docs and used zotero in order to clean up our reference section.

Now I need to go back to work. I still have this nasty 4 question exam. Three years in UP and I am not used to essay type exams anymore. *sweat*

Putek!

Wala akong sembreak!

now for a picture I took last June:

In my brother's room because I don't "catch" the sunrise in mine.

Surprise! No pictures! Well... maybe later. I'm using my PC and the laptop is where the pics are at.

Thesis writing.

It is a really good thing that our thesis is a group effort. Right now, I'm lounging around and waiting for the output of my group mates. My main job is compiler and editor and our deadline is 5pm so I still have plenty of time before I have to go crazy.

I do have some writing jobs but I have done them and I really need to see what the others made so I could finish it. I fear for the Data Collection tool that I am not writing because I really don't want to edit that thing.

Minor rant: It sucks that so many journal articles are behind paywalls. I hate Elsevier and Blackwell Synergy and all so publishers who demand payment for things they just print and not write down. I hate that knowledge has a high cost and the money for payment do not even reach the researcher. I hate it that articles which we crave to include in our RRL are behind paywalls. If I ever become a full-time researcher I will never publish in those journals.

We finally had our grad pics taken(mantra: I will graduate with honors... I will graduate...)! So, it took the whole day to shoot everyone in our batch(46 people) and I was (un-?)fortunate to be in the last batch to be shot.

One of my classmates had a very interesting idea she stole. I don't know from whom but we tried to copy it.

I managed to fool a classmate to do my take on the above look.

And, I finally managed how to do that slightly wrong color effect on pictures.

obviously, I wasn't the one who took this...


and this slightly blurred one here.

But I still have to do the Thesis, Fieldwork and Clin Chem(one of our toughest subjects ever!) before I can call myself a BSPH graduate.

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I just had the most interesting Tuesday yesterday. I had to perform on stage, organize an event, take an exam immediately after the event and then finish three group projects that need to be submitted before 5pm. I was near-suicidal when I woke up yesterday.

I, along with my batchmates, participated in a tree planting activity by the Presidential Task Force on Climate Change and NAPOCOR in Caliraya Lake, Cavinti, Laguna. I planted(dig hole + put seedling inside) 10 trees. I had to meet the quota so I "planted" some more. I have sore hands, torn skin and sunburned arms to prove it. 

It was fun except for the fact that we had to suffer constant insults and side comments from some not so nice people. Who cares if we are slow? Really... some people are so insecure that they have this need to exclaim the weaknesses of others. Good thing that I look really nerdy and people automatically think that I am weak physically which is not completely true and not completely false.

And we had to endure some really bad speeches from politicians. Yeah yeah, we know you are all important and sh*t but why do you have to come really late and then make this stupid and long speeches?

Random question: What is the appropriate Filipino translation of Climate change? Why doesn't the task force know the answer?

After the planting, we did some jump pics. Yeah, we are so mature.

I think I need to buy some UV filter and polarizers.

pics from the once on this island production(we barely managed to not look like HS students performing a play):

Peasants: He has what he deserves!

Mama Euralia: O how angry the Gods will be!

Papa Ge: His life is forever mine!

the frogs: pum-pum-pum... purum-pum-pum...

Papa Ge: Kill him Ti Moune. Kill the love you feel.

*bow*

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I saw my some of old posts. Big changes: Now I'm a real heathen. A heathen with a camera.

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I had planned to attend dance class this afternoon but my mother won't let me. And I just realized that this is might be the last free Saturday I am going to have. Next week, I'll be joining this tree planting activity. Next Saturday is grad pic day. After that, I'd probably be busy again doing school work like the THESIS. And I just remembered that I need to write the description of myself. I hate these kinds of things but I am now more self-aware than when I was in high school. This should be easier.

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SS update: We tried computing for the appropriate sample size and it always result in a number just outside of our capabilities. We really want to do a study that could be used to generalize the situation in NCR but the time allotted for the data collection is just too short.

I've been doing a bunch of stuff for our special studies(aka the thesis) and I realized how low the quality of research is in the Philippines. I guess there are good papers but you have to sift through tons of papers before you find them(if you have the access to the papers or the database at least). Even the papers written by members of UP Manila and PGH are no exception. Some are so bad that even us, undergraduates, find holes in their arguments. The worst papers, I find, are those touting the beneficial effects by these alternative modalities of treatment(eg acupuncture).

You really want to go to those authors and tell them,
"If you cannot do a study properly(insufficient sample size, insensitive and non-specific tests, etc), then don't do it! You are just wasting time and resources."

Examples:
1. change in itchiness index as measure of efficacy of virgin coconut oil against dandruff(a hospital in Makati)
-> Can't you just culture some fungi? You can't? Then do something else. Their Lord knows I have dandruff since high school and I only experience itchiness at certain times and not all the time. Meaning, itchiness is not a good measure of efficacy of something. Washing my hair takes away the itch but it doesn't take away the dandruff. Hello?

2. acupuncture effective in aiding smokers to quit BUT the treatment group contains a disproportionate number of females compared to the control. And there is that placebo effect.(PGH no less)
-> This study sucks. In its defense, the paper is written in a way that you'd have to read the whole paper before you notice something is off(no blinding and unsuccessful random allocation). I wonder why the editor didn't notice such a glaring error.

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Yes, I will work hard in order to make sure that our thesis have no huge holes. I will try very hard to make something good enough that it could be published and important enough that CPH and DOH can make use of it.

Finally the PHAC production is over. Now we can return to our "normal" lives.

And yes, the backdrop rocks.
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UP Pep Squad won the cheerdance competition. I saw the routine. Very unique but I saw a bunch of mistakes.

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Tiya Dely(Fidela Magpayo) died last week. In case you don't know her, she is this very big radio host. She was a radio host till the very end. I last listened to her when she was 77 and I was 10.

For the younger crowd, she is so big even the leader of the communist party of the Philippines says he will miss Tiya Dely.

Actually, I thought she was already dead when I started high school. I even thought a voice talent was hosting her show when I caught it right around the time I started college(It wasn't really impossible, during her peak localized[ie in the native language like Bicolano or Bisaya] versions of her show was broadcast in different provinces using voice talents.)

Another famous cultural icon just died recently(last month), Lucrecia Kasilag. She is one of the pioneers of the Bayanihan Dance Company.

chucks
wonder what the owner and her seatmate are doing...

Wednesday is like the eye of the storm. You know you need to face two horrendous days before Saturday arrives but you get to breathe first. Just don't rest too long and forget to recheck the bearings and ropes.

Finished reading Hunters of Dune. So much for studying for my test tomorrow. It's okay I guess. Not as philosophical as the other Dune novels(or maybe I should call them the real Dune novels). What I like is how fast the narrative is as compared to the other novels and how you have at least an inkling of what is happening and what is going to happen. Then again, I am using God Emperor of Dune as the reference novel. To the uninitiated, God Emperor, is the fourth novel of the series. It is the is most philosophical and has the slowest plot among the lot. I guess Frank Herbert really wanted to create a philosophy book but ended up writing fiction.

What I don't like is that the "chapter titles"(or the quotes from various characters and books of the Dune universe) tell too much about the chapter. The past novels are really great in making you think about what the relationship of the quote and the chapter is. I guess I just missed that pleasurable aspect of the Dune novels. And the book reads too easily. I expect that the Dune novels be trials in themselves. I recall frequently going to skim mode while reading God Emperor and Dune Messiah and then rereading a passage because I ended up not knowing what is happening.

Anyway, I look forward to reading the last book, Sandworms of Dune. I hear it sucks but I'm already a fanatic so whether it be good or bad, I am going to read it.

I know I have a very low(zero I think)number of readers but hopefully this'll help.

We need concerned citizens of the Philippines to sign the petition:
"Declaration of Support for the Immediate Passage of the Reproductive Health Bill into Law"

http://www.PetitionOnline.com/rhan2008/

Let our voices be heard amidst the din the irrational (religious) Right is making.

I watched the Reproductive Health Bill special of the ANC Debate show, Square Off. Instead of inviting student debate teams, they invited congressmen, professors and government officials to debate the issue. Of course, it smells of trouble. Clearly, they shouldn't have used their usual format for this special as most people do not know how debate works. The clear example is the slow speed of speech the speakers use while giving their arguments.The emcee even commented how refreshing to hear their speeches at such slow speeds.

As I'm pro-reproductive health bill, my opinions may be biased but I think I am open enough to discussion and will readily change my views if proven wrong. Though, the evidence and arguments should be of great magnitude to convince me that the RH bill shouldn't be approved.

I find that the negative group gave useless arguments overall. There were glimmers of brilliance and points that if properly framed and argued would have helped their side win but they wasted the chance. Besides, they used such stupid arguments(Natural law? Pope John Paul II? We shouldn't help the poor?) that the affirmative side was even able to rebutt them without even giving contrary evidence.

They also used dirty tactics. Ad hominem attacks are a favorite. Citing debunked studies. Citing studies which are so old that they preceded the Philippine Independence from Spain. Cherry picking data. Putting words into the mouths of the affirmative side. Fallacious arguments like ad populum and appeal to emotion. Lying. Twisting the truth(No Cong., they would not spend 5000 pesos to have a ligation if they already have 5 children to worry about. And no, not all LGUs allow their constituents access to cheap or free contraception). What the F?

Of course,their arguments could probably sway some of the people HAD the affirmative not countered them completely. I also fell for the decreasing fertility rate canard when I first encountered it that I had to rethink my beliefs and arguments again. The answer of course is that, firstly, the fertility rate is just an average and not representative of the whole population. I think the distribution is very skewed. In addition, the fertility rate is still not equal to the desired fertility rate of women, which I think, is the most important thing to consider in reproductive health.

The affirmative side also had some problems. During cross-examinations, they also use ad hominem attacks though to a lesser degree. And they failed to answer some arguments properly. And they speak so slowly.

What I like about the debate is that it didn't end up going into the messy icky discussion about abortion, contraception and Life. Even though, the negative group was really trying to draw the affirmative into that area. The affirmative succeeded in highlighting the repercussions of the bill on the situation of the poor while the negative succeeded in showing that they really don't care for the poor and that they really hate it when people enjoy having sex.

What I wanted to hear but didn't was clarification on why the negative oppose the bill when it doesn't violate the rights. And how NOT passing the bill will help the poor.  I also wanted to hear the arguments of the affirmative about (what I think is one of the biggest issues regarding passing the bill) the protecting the unborn found in our Constitution.

A more comprehensive and clearer recap might follow this post.

the public health student lounge
yes, it's rudimentary but we have wi-fi

I feel that I've hit another plateau in my dancing. It seems that my memory is failing me and my body is not doing steps properly. I hope this slump doesn't last any longer. I really love dancing but I have little time left. I am attending med school next year and I am not sure if I can continue with it. Not to mention the cost of all those master's classes. *Sigh*

We also received most of the results of the first wave. I really sucked at two subjects. I've decided that I'll take the finals of one of my subjects in order to pull my grades up. I do not want to lose my current standing. Three years of hardwork should not be wasted.

It begins. We finally learned who will be our groupmates for the PH 197/199 Special Studies course aka the THESIS. I feel no hard feelings about my groupmates. I don't hate anybody and I am not super close to anybody. I don't know if this is good or bad. The only thing I'm worried about it what our research topic and problem will be. And I ended up in health promotion and education not in any of the "hard sciences." Is this a foreboding regarding my future career?

self-portrait, B&W practice
not that noticeable but the bridge of my nose
got focused instead of my eyes...

I'm bored again. And I have stiff neck. And I have test tomorrow. The test is scheduled in the afternoon and I don't have a morning class so I have plenty of time. I want to download this anime torrent but my PC has this set-up where it deletes all the things I save in the C:/ folder whether it be a program or a simple txt file every time I shut down. So, I have to remove that first, restart my computer, install Bittorrent, download the torrent, restart my PC, return the settings and finally, restart my PC. Really, too much work for a Sunday afternoon. Maybe, next week when I have a long weekend.

As I was making this post, Patti Smith was playing. I'm no hardcore rock fan; I am still not sure whether I've heard Bohemian Rhapsody and if I did, I'm not sure that I liked it but Patti Smith is nice...no wait... cool. I should download more of her songs but my D:/ drive(the one without the setting I mentioned) is almost full so I have to transfer some of my files to the very empty C:/ drive which entails that whole sequence in the previous paragraph minus the Bittorrent part. Now Hikaru Utada is playing; I don't understand Nihonggo but I like how she conveys emotions in her songs and the anime fanboy in me really likes Jap songs.

peace

Life is returning to normal. Batch conflicts and issues are resolved though the scars of conflict still remain. People are starting to realize that despite the sparks and outbursts, we still and need to care for each other. My life remains conflict-free. I have long ago let go of the bias I felt for certain people though there a some out there I wouldn't want to work with.

Special studies or thesis groupings will be released next week. I can't wait to start our research. I want to experience high loads of stress again. And then there is that group dynamics thing to worry about.

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A demonstration was held near our college building last month.(No photos, I didn't have my cam that day.) I saw an old HS classmate and asked her about stuff and what was the purpose of the rally. Surprisingly, it was not only in UP Manila do organizations feel the "repression." It was actually quite worse in the other campuses. UPLB still doesn't have its own University Student Council. Also many organizations are not being acknowledged due to illogical reasons like Fraternities are discriminating against females so they shouldn't exist or religious gatherings are wrong because UP is non-sectarian. FTW?! UPD organizations are being asked to pay exorbitant fees in order to use rooms and facilities. They also have to experience very strict and time-consuming procedures in order to get accredited or have activities approved.

What happened to UP trying to produce human, humane and humanistic graduates? I don't know. On the other hand, students really are trying the admins patience by charging their laptops, psps and whatnots in university facilities. Tambayans are turning into student lounges instead of being used as areas for productive work.

Still, I agree that UP charges too much for students to use facilities(the room rental for one hour is almost equivalent or greater than our electricity bill). If my org was asked to pay for the room we use for practice, we'd have disbanded a long time ago or would be practicing in the Paz Mendoza parking lot.

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I finally learned what to call the Abu Sayyaf scarf that's becoming a fashion trend: keffiyeh or shemagh. A friend thought it was called a pashmina. Hah! Hiphop be's and wannabe's wearing a pashmina. Lolz. Anyway, I think this trend is harmless but people really look stupid when they go to malls wearing this, a sando, shorts and slippers. We get it you want to keep warm with your oh-so-fashionable shemagh but you could have achieved the same effect by wearing a really nice scarf or jacket and real clothes not underwear.